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julix · July 11th, 2005, 11:33 AM

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Originally Posted by repcisg

Thank you Julix,

We tend to write of that we know,
so just for you ...................(((((((((((((((((Julix))))))))))))))))))

from me.

Awwwwwwwwwww,
Thanks, you don't know how much I needed that actually...........

julix · July 27th, 2005, 12:03 PM

Watching
in a world
that doesn't fit
like a million
puzzle pieces
undone
scattered
continually turning
pieces
round and back
inside and out
still no chance
no way to feel
the wholeness

julix · July 29th, 2005, 12:04 PM

A spirit shattered
a breaking point
splintered
mirrored segments
of a whole
that is
never in harmony
disjointed
and broken
a vital piece
gone forever

Compass · July 29th, 2005, 03:31 PM

I feel sharp edges...

The 14th Colony · July 29th, 2005, 09:12 PM

Those were very good Jonie, and very dark. From the depths of you to the heart of me, they moved me.

julix · July 30th, 2005, 06:40 AM

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Originally Posted by Compass

I feel sharp edges...

Indeed..there are, but if you met me you wouldn't see it or feel it. Just me, it is all inside.

Thanks for the feedback

julix · July 30th, 2005, 06:41 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The 14th Colony

Those were very good Jonie, and very dark. From the depths of you to the heart of me, they moved me.

Then I am glad my friend(((((ron))))))) On any given day that is the most I could hope for

The 14th Colony · July 30th, 2005, 12:43 PM

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Originally Posted by julix

Then I am glad my friend(((((ron))))))) On any given day that is the most I could hope for

What you hope for is the least that happens, because what fully happens is far more than I described.

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 07:30 AM

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Originally Posted by The 14th Colony

What you hope for is the least that happens, because what fully happens is far more than I described.

This is wonderful and deep my friend! A joy(your friendship) to be bound toghter by our deepest pain......................

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 07:33 AM

Darkness surrounds
an innocence lost
a knife with no blade
stabbing, cutting
words and deeds
twist together
until
there is nothing left
the life remains
but the essence
long since
crushed and suffocated
like a delicate
flower
left too long on a shelf
with no nutrients
no warmth
only the cold
harshness
of reality

Archangel · August 2nd, 2005, 08:07 AM

It sounds great, J.

But one question...

are you ok?

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 11:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Archangel

It sounds great, J.

But one question...

are you ok?

((((((((((((((arch)))))))))))))),
thanks for asking..........that is touching and it really mskes me feel good....I thought this one might get a raised eyebrow. I am going through a healing process, this is just an expression of things I couldn't and didn't say. But if truth be told a little extra support/friendship/hugs wouldn't hurt

The 14th Colony · August 2nd, 2005, 03:36 PM

(((((((hugs))))))))) x100,000,000...plus a little extra...ooo,ooo,ooo,ooo...

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 03:45 PM

Ron,
awwwwwww. You are the bomb! Really

Thanks for being you and being my friend.

The 14th Colony · August 2nd, 2005, 03:49 PM

No problemo! You don't have to thank me for being me, I had no choice. I wanted to be Stephen Speilberg but they said the part had already been filled. As for being your friend, I did have a choice for that role, and I know I made the right choice.

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 04:02 PM

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Originally Posted by The 14th Colony

No problemo! You don't have to thank me for being me, I had no choice. I wanted to be Stephen Speilberg but they said the part had already been filled. As for being your friend, I did have a choice for that role, and I know I made the right choice.

well, I am so glad you are not Speilberg, cause then we wouldn't be friends and it is better you are you and actually you do have a choice as to what kind of Ron you are going to be and I like the one you are so there!

The 14th Colony · August 2nd, 2005, 04:41 PM

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Originally Posted by julix

well, I am so glad you are not Speilberg, cause then we wouldn't be friends and it is better you are you and actually you do have a choice as to what kind of Ron you are going to be and I like the one you are so there!

That is true, we would not know each other. But I couldn't think of any sci-fi and drama authors off the top of my head so I went with movies and him (I did dream also of being a director when I was a child). But we would still have been friends had I been an established author and my BSG novel had been published years ago. Then I would have joined this site as a celebrity BSG author, and fate would have had us meet as well. As for being able to choose the kind of Ron I am, I wanted to be misty fresh Ron but I had to settle for being potpouri Ron so it wasn't much of my choice. Seriously though, you know that I am not the Ron I want to be, but thank you for loving the remaining good qualities of Ron that still remain. Those remaining qualities, when grouped together, love you back.

julix · August 2nd, 2005, 04:56 PM

so it is a group love????

The 14th Colony · August 2nd, 2005, 05:03 PM

You make it sound so kinky. And I like it!

julix · August 4th, 2005, 07:42 AM

Looking at her
I see all the
things I wish
I could have been
beautiful
confident
free
she is like
flicks of silver
light floating
through the air
she is perfect
and unique
and fills my soul
with bittersweet
happiness of
watching
innocence protected

This is about my 6 yr old daughter Julianna

julix · August 8th, 2005, 06:31 PM

Circling mist
and fog unseen
clouds my mind
till there is no
here, no now
lost in a
disoriented state
haunting and
tormenting me
at every turn
cold clammy
enveloping mist
which does
not dissipate

Dawg · August 8th, 2005, 06:35 PM

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Originally Posted by julix

Looking at her
I see all the
things I wish
I could have been
beautiful
confident
free
she is like
flicks of silver
light floating
through the air
she is perfect
and unique
and fills my soul
with bittersweet
happiness of
watching
innocence protected

This is about my 6 yr old daughter Julianna

Very cool.

I am
Dawg

repcisg · August 8th, 2005, 07:01 PM

Indeed, neet!

julix · August 9th, 2005, 11:57 AM

Thanks Mr Dawg,,,,,,,,,,,,,and good to see you

Rep.......thanks as well

I thought y'all may enjoy something lighter, but as you see I am back at the heavy stuff...........better to have it out then inside of me though

The 14th Colony · August 9th, 2005, 09:57 PM

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Originally Posted by julix

..better to have it out then inside of me though

Is that your justification for cutting the cheese?

Lovely new stuff hun.

julix · August 10th, 2005, 05:37 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The 14th Colony

Is that your justification for cutting the cheese?

Lovely new stuff hun.

ummmmm,

Thanks!

julix · August 10th, 2005, 05:39 AM

The potential
for light
like looking
at a sunrise
and feeling
the promise
of a new day
specks of gold
dance through
the darkness
a glimpse
of hope
as the
newness
sinks in

The 14th Colony · August 10th, 2005, 02:09 PM

Hmmmm...thats the first bright poem from you in a long while. I have to get me some of that fish oil!

julix · August 17th, 2005, 01:09 PM

The whispering winds
blow and moan
a melancholy sound
of bittersweet years
gone by
a time
forever gone
sweet sounds
of youth
and ease
a time of
butterflies
and
mystery
a beautiful
song
but an
unfinished melody

The 14th Colony · August 18th, 2005, 09:33 PM

Sweet!